Reel or Real?

real or reel?

…if this is true, then I don’t think girls should worry. But there’s one more thing I guess we should must be worried about, ‘gays’. Not only can they be stolen by gays but also your ‘prospects’ be gays themselves..but that’s not the topic. hehe.

I wrote this blog to let you guys know that true loves waits. You may find this confusing because I’d be contradicting myself at times. Well, that’s because, you see, I’m NBSB. I don’t know what’s wrong, nobody tells me. I’ve had have crushes, a couple or two. May it be for real or celebrities, or even anime characters. Most especially when I was in elementary. I started liking this boy when we were in 2nd grade. He was so nice back then. We were seat mates. He would let me copy his homework, he’d let me share and exchange snacks, and most of all, he never bullied me. That’s why I liked him. Well, he made me feel he likes me, too, that’s why. My cousin, who was my classmate too, told me that maybe he likes me. I got more confident. But I was very young back then. I was about 8 or 9? not sure. Then we finished 2nd grade, moved up to the 3rd, 4th until highschool. I wasn’t expecting it. I still like him, but not as much as I did back in 2nd grade. I was 4th year highschool and my aunt was a teacher. She put me in her advisory class and told me who I want to be classmates with. I saw the students’ list. And this very nice cousin of mine told my aunt that I have a crush with this certain boy. My aunt did. He put him in our class. I panicked. Well, not that I’m shy or guilty or anything, hahaha. To make the story short. It was our first day. (warning: Don’t expect for a happy ending) My very good aunt arranged our seats and made us seat mates, again, after about 8 years. Grateful because my aunt didn’t make it obvious she knows something. So we were seatmates. We catch up. Chatted like it was nothing to me. Then the next subject came, English. Not to boast but, I was good at it. Apparently, he’s not. We had a quiz and our score will indicate our seat. To my disappointment, he copied, and I let him, my answers. Almost, because I got the perfect score and he got one mistake. Obviously, we’re seatmates again. But I got turned off. He cheated, my letting him is not the point. But that’s not the only turning off situation. He always asks for a pad from me whenever there’s a quiz or exam, what’s worse is that, he also asks for his friend. How thick-faced can he get? I’ve been thinking, what happened to him? What happened to the kind boy I met 8 years ago? Well, people change, so does the feeling. My liking to him disappeared. I didn’t hate him, more of annoyed. Maybe he already knew that I liked him that’s why he’s taking advantage of me. He’s got a girlfriend then, but I think he’s married now because I saw his picture with a baby, and lots of pictures with this girl. Anyway, I don’t care anymore. Now I’m sure that what I felt for him was reel. Because if it’s not, maybe I am still head over heels for him until now, after those rudeness.

True love waits? yes. Because I don’t think we have a choice.